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The Folly of the Unaware ~ #WeekendWriter

The following is a piece written for the #WeekendWriter prompt.  Please check out the other fantastic pieces written for this challenge! 

The Folly of the Unaware

“You aren’t hearing me, Becca.  I won’t meet you again.  It should never have started and now I’m ending it.”  The tinny words rasped out of the baby monitor.  Vivian’s eyes closed.  The hand stirring the risotto slowed, then stopped.  The housewife set the wooden spoon on the rest as if it were spun glass and walked out of the kitchen.

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Roger paused on the last step.  His blood pressure throbbed in his temples, an unwanted reminder that perhaps he had cancelled and rescheduled his cardiologist appointment too many times.  He counted to twenty, taking slow, measured breaths before sliding his silenced cell phone into his pocket.  He rolled his shoulders, trying to ease the tension knotting them , then stepped through the doorway into the kitchen.

The empty room glared at him.  He frowned as a pop splattered up out of the pan.  Roger crossed to the stove and turned the pan off, a scrape of the spoon through the risotto revealing the burn on the bottom.  ”What the-”

Roger found his wife sitting in the parlor.  His stomach clenched.  Vivian perched on the edge of her grandmother’s velvet upholstered Empire sofa, her feet tucked under and to the side, skirt spread just so, back straight, eyes fixed on the window looking out into the street.  Her thumb moved in a little circle on the velvet, changing the color of the fabric as she moved the pile back and forth.

“Vivan?”

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She didn’t look at him.  The calm that filled her felt like that of a bottled storm, a restrained fury waiting for release.  She wouldn’t release it though.  That was unladylike.  ”Thank you for putting Alex to sleep,” she said, proud of her serene voice.  ”You forgot to change the batteries in the monitor yesterday…”

Roger shifted in her peripheral vision, his hands turning upwards.  ”Oh, I’ll do that right-”

“Oh, don’t worry about that, Roger dear.  I changed them this morning.”  Vivian let her eyes track to him at last and watched all the color drain from his face save for two bright red spots over his cheeks.  He really wasn’t an attractive man when he let himself get angry and even less so gone pale with fear.

She smoothed her hands down her skirt and settled back into the sofa more.  She was both surprised and not by her husband’s foolishness.  True, their marriage was one of mutual benefit, alliance, and familiar obligation, but he still needed to learn a lesson.

“I thought to call Daddy, Roger,”  he jerked and his mouth opened and closed repeatedly like a landed fish.  ”But I thought perhaps it best that we discuss things first before upending everything.”  She watched his panic rise up in him and waited for him to clutch at his stomach.  ”Now.  Sit.  It’s time we lay all the cards on the table.”

Roger moved like a man drugged to the chair across from her.  When he sat, ramrod straight, on the edge of it she smiled gently at him.  Really, Vivian mused as he fidgeted, why did men think that women had no strength of will?  She crossed one leg over the over and let her pump swing from her toes.

She really didn’t care that he was fucking around.  And by the end of the night he would agree that they could both have their “relief” from their marriage or she would, indeed, call Daddy and start the process that would leave him a ruined, husk of a man.

The Weekend Writer :: Week 13

Hello all!  I know, I know…it’s been quite some time since there’s been a #WeekendWriter challenge…but I’m going to get back to it now!  I’m also going to add some variety to this writing challenge.  You all know my dice…well now I’ve found a sort of, well, alternative to the standard ABC blocks.  So I’m going to add these to the mix.  Some weeks you may find that your writing prompt is some random photo, too.  My goal is to keep this prompt challenging, and to also keep all of us thinking on our feet.  So watch out!

And so, without further ado…

Welcome to week thirteen of the Writer’s Weekend! Every week I’ll post a picture of your prompt.  And the prompt will be posted no later than Friday at midnight(EST).  I invite all writers, no matter your genre or your style, to try your hand at this challenge.  Short, long, prose, poetry, I welcome all!

Your challenge…to write a piece that meets the prompt.  Once completed, please link yourself in the comments and crow your success on twitter under the hashtag #WeekendWriter!  If you don’t have a blog to post to, please feel free to post it in the comments!

So…without further due…here’s the challenge!

Choose four elements from the blocks below.

 

I look forward to seeing what everyone comes up with!

The stories:

 

Final Act, Call the Curtain :: Weekend Writer, Week 7

This following was inspired by the prompts of the seventh week of  The Weekend Writer.  Do stop in to the prompt post and check out the rest of the offerings.  It’s fascinating to see the different places six images take each individual.

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To Whom It May Concern,

My name is Elena Boschwitz Gray of 439 Franklin Blvd, Philadelphia.  Let there be no doubt who I am, as there will be little left of me to identify my body when you find this letter, if all goes according to plan.  My dental records are on file with Dr. Sorenson on Center Ave.  If more are needed, please contact Dr. Henry Aver.  He has my x-rays.  There are plenty of unique characteristics to my skeleton that will allow you to identify my remains.

If you’re still searching the wreckage of Graystone Place where I plan to end this insanity, please save our brave and hardworking firemen the energy.

There will be no other bodies but my own.  Everyone knows I’m true to my word.

There may be a body at my home.  It depends on whether or not the bastard takes after me with his cane again. If he does. . . Well.  I’m sure you’ll understand that I simply can hold back any longer.

I’m done.

So.

Please be forewarned.  The following letter has already been dropped in the mail to every newspaper for whom I could find an address.  It’s going to raise alot of chaos.  Hence the heads up.  Tell the Mayor to duck and the District Attorney to prepare for a shit storm.

 

Dear Public,

My face is as familiar, if not more so, to most of you than it is to myself.  There are no mirrors at in the house at 439 Franklin Blvd.  So I see myself through your eyes, through the camera lenses of the paparazzi and amateur photographers and professionals and in the watery reflection of the water in my courtyard fountain.

I bid you farewell.

Tonight I will be giving my last performance to an audience of cockroaches and rats.  Instead of flowers tossed on stage I will throw myself from the tower that stands as emblem and totem of my husband’s ill-gotten gains, followed by a shower of glass and steel.

Twelve years ago I fell victim to the magic charm of the man himself.

You all watched me wooed and won.  Cheered as the city’s favorite son married its golden girl.

Oh, my dear, dear public.  What you couldn’t see, what I didn’t see, until I was trapped in the grips of that monster.

I send these letters out to make sure you all get to hear my words one last time.  I hope someone will read them; will give me voice long after my own is silenced.

But know this.  I do this because that beast hunted me, trapped me, then sucked every bit of vitality from me.

I am a ghost already.

My final act will be to become one in truth.

My swan song echoed from the rafters of an immaculate prison, unheard and unheeded.

I give my life for you, my city.  Don’t let him such you dry.

Farewell.

Elena

 


Breadcrumbs

The following is my offering for this week’s #weekendwriter. Please don’t forget to check out the other offerings!

It was the wind that did it.  
One moment Sierra floated on the ethereal drifts of her imagination’s weavings.  The next she knelt, trembling, in the middle of her bed.
The gale whistled through the eaves again, part sigh, part cry of some far off being.  Trapped between slumber and full-consciousness the young woman found herself wondering if the ancients had it aright.
Perhaps some damned god did push and pull the winds.
She sank back into bed, adrenaline burning through her, a wildfire, her heart climbing into her throat.  
“I’ll never get back to sleep now,” she cursed, her low growl lifting the head of the great shaggy mutt beside her bed.  ”Go back to sleep, Beetle,” she soothed, reaching down to pat his head.  He grumbled and dropped his muzzle to the floor with a soft thud.  
The soft glow of the desk light in her study welcomed her.  Every flat surface played support for her most recent task and challenge.  Her last one.  The one that would see her finally ascend to the pinnacle, claim her dream.
Still-lifes, pencil sketches, pen and ink works, paintings, sculptures, even a mobile waited there for deciphering.  All the works of one woman.
One singular, stunning, woman.  An artist who’d retreated into a solitary life some ten years ago.  An individual Sierra felt driven to find.
Somewhere in the collection of works lay the key.  She knew it.  Felt it in the marrow of her bones.  
On her drafting table a map of the world held court.  Tiny replicas of the pieces pinned in place to represent where they surfaced.  The exquisite painting of a Navaho warrior in full regalia holding a fist of arrows, one, just one, pointing opposite the others with gold eagle fletching.  In the bottom corner of the painting, below the signature Sierra knew as well as her own, a nearly invisible N.
Northeast from San Jose, where the painting had appeared at auction.  
The strange still-life her best friend sent her from Franklin, North Dakota with its vase of calla lilies, sat atop a book titled South by Southwest and the cane with the perfectly executed head of a bulldog.  
South to Georgia, Sierra thought. 
The sculpted pyramid, multimedia.  Sierra had found it herself at a backwoods street sale.  She’d stared at the signature inscribed in the bottom until the man behind the table spit and asked if she was going to buy anything.  It set her back a hold five bucks.  And of all the pieces confused her the most.  
She knew it was meant to be her X, her star, her end of her journey.  Her eyes burned and the map before her swam, snapped back into focus.
There.
There.
There.
She could see it finally.  
The bold lines, sweeping curves.
Therese Balwell had been using her as her last brush.
Sierra knew it.
Remembered the harsh, hot whisper in her ear that last day of the painters’ retreat.  ’When you can follow my path, you will find the answer to that question.’
Sierra’s question.  ’Will I ever see you again.’
With near frantic movements the woman stretched a transparency over the map and grabbed her grease pencils.  One by one she tracked the journey, tracing lines from breadcrumb to breadcrumb until all were connected.
All the lines intersected in the tiny town where she’d discovered the the pyramid.  
A little place not an hour from her.
With a sob Sierra sank her head into her hands.
Finally.
It was done.
In the morning her beat up truck bounced its was down her pitted driveway, Beetle hanging his tongue out to taste the wind of change.

The Keen Edge of Secrets :: The Weekend Writer

The following is my take on the #weekendwriter challenge.  Do stop by the main post and check out the other stories…they’re all fantastic!

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There are no secrets in a small town, except the ones the whole town keeps from the outside world.  Grayston nestled in the foothills, serving as gatekeeper to some of the finest local skiing around.  Careful attention to the town’s reputation showed in the well-tended main street.  It looked like  a postcard.

The gift shop had the postcards.

Snow fell, giant fluffy bits of clouds drifting to the ground.  Flakes melted on the hot licks of flames jumping skyward, an elemental child tasting the first storm of the year.  By morning the slopes would be covered, the base building.  Soon the skiers would arrive.

Four years, one month, three days.  My eyes tracked to my hands, both hands bare of rings.  A curling bit of photograph floated upwards above my bonfire.  Few would recognize the corner as the remnant of my wedding day.  Every one in town would still know.

How many watched me burning him from my memory from the safe, warm embrace of their houses?  Likely more than I cared to count.  By sunrise the whole town would know that he’d walked out on me.  By the time the great brass bell called everyone to service they would all know and would be doing what this town does best.

Revisionist history.

Could I do that?  Reinvent my life, erase my marriage, my miscarriage, the abuse, his affair.

My phone hummed in my pocket.  I drew a breath and tossed my hand towards the fire.  My wedding bouquet traveled in a graceful arch, the dried flowers igniting before they landed, sending a bloom of sparks up into the night sky.

The heat beat against my back as I turned away, aiming for the slender beacon of light leading me to my escape.  Behind Angela her truck rumbled, the few bits of my life I’d chosen to keep stowed under a tarp in the back.  She held the flashlight steady, illuminating my path to freedom.

“Ready?”  The calm confidence in her voice soothed me as much as the warm fingers that accepted my reaching hand.  I nodded and she smiled.  I looked back over my shoulder.  It’s amazing how little time it takes to reduce  years to ashes.

“Yes.”  I climbed into the passenger seat, sparing one last thought to the silhouettes watching us.  I wondered what story they would craft for this year’s visitors that would explain the absence of the town’s baker, butcher, and candler.  And how long it would take for them to replace us, returning the little community to its picturesque way.

I didn’t care.  The secrets has borne their fine, keen edges long enough that I bore scars, proof of what had happened, and reason enough to leave.

Five Minute Fiction :: Waiting

The following was written in response to yesterday’s Five Minute Fiction Challenge.  Normally found on the site of the challenge’s mastermind, Leah Petersen, the challenge is on a blog tour and was hosted by J.M. Frey this week.  Check it out, check out the authors!

Waiting

She waited.

And waited. Marking time off in same manner as so many before her; by the height of her children, the lines on her face, the thinness of her lips. Life was life. You bore the weight of it until it crushed you to dust.

Until the day she took the youngest to the carnival. This’ll be the last, she thought, watching the wondering gaze give way to jaded knowledge.

Her threadbare soul frayed further. She watched the ferris wheel track its orbit, the tilt-a-whirl spew forth its victims, the man at the scale guessing weights.

“Come on up, try your luck!” called the hawker. She drifted closer, listening to his practice banter. One after another men, women, children, fell victim to his smooth ways. Until his gaze fell on her, oily, sliding over her in blatant evaluation. “Try your luck, little lady?” His smile oozed charm and greed. Her stomach turned.

“I don’t think so,” she deferred, and he stepped forward, trying again.

A hand hit the center of his chest hard enough he exhaled audibly. A cloud of anger raced across his features, quickly dispelled. He spun away and Sarah turned her gaze away.

“Hey.” The voice was husky and soft and tugged at all the places in Sarah’s carefully knit lie of a life. She caught back a sob and stiffened her spine.

Another decade of her sentence waited. Another before she could visit the carnival again, a free woman, and answer all of the questions in that voice with a fervent yes.

Until . . .

She wove through the crowd, finding her youngest son throwing darts at balloons. Watched them pop, one by one, like her dreams.

Passed, Flying Colors :: Weekend Writer, Week 3

The following is my offering for week 3 of The Weekend Writer.  I have to say I’ve been completely blown away by the variety and skill that has been exhibited by those that have taken up this challenge and look forward to seeing how everyone tackles the prompts.  Please check the original post for the list of stories written against this week’s challenge. And yes…I’m on a sailing theme this week ;)

Passed, Flying Colors

The sight of the harbor opening up on the horizon startled a woop from my throat and brought Casey up from below.

“What!” she called before turned to follow the line of my arm.  Her lips curved, splitting her tanned skin with a bright white smile.  ”Is that what I think it is?”

I laughed and tied the tiller off, jumping down to catch her in an exuberant hug. “We did it!”

The idea had started off as a discussion in compatibility.  How many failed relationships had left scars, visible and otherwise, on our bodies and hearts?  I loved her.  She loved me.  But did we dare?

“Let’s take a trip together.”  I don’t remember why I thought it was a good idea, but once it sprung to mind I dogged it.  ”A long trip.  Just us.  We’ll go,” I paused, meeting her incredulous gaze then tossing a look out the great room windows to think.  A boat skipped over the waves, sails bellowed, keel heeled as it surrendered to the wind’s will.  ”We’ll go sailing.”

Three months later we set out on a rented yacht.  While I’d had confidence my own small craft could make the trip, we agreed it wouldn’t be particularly comfortable.  It was a month long trip.  Just us, the boat, and a course laid that would take us down the coast.  It might as well have been a trip around the world we were attempting in the eyes of our families, but our friends got it.  They knew what we were trying to prove.

Could we do it?  Rely on ourselves and each other, solely, for a month?  Forget our jobs, leave the world behind, surrender the need to segment out days into hours dolled out to this client and another?  Would we drive each other crazy or come out on the other side of it with a confidence we were in it together for the long haul?

The wind died off and without a word Casey made her way to the bow and readied the spinnaker.  I checked the heading and joined her.  When the bright orange and yellow sail billowed out, catching the light wind like a parachute, the boat heeled beneath our feet.  We laughed together and made our way back to the cockpit.

I wondered what everyone would make of us when we returned.  A part of me knew we were so different from the individuals who’d set out, so alien, that some wouldn’t recognize us.  Surely no one would expect to see the both of us, tanned, salt-stained, sunstreaked, barefoot and more comfortable in our own skins than ever before.

“It’ll be nice to be home.”  Casey leaned against my shoulder and I kissed her brow.

“It will,” I agreed.  ”Wonder if we’ll get Cecil back from Amy.”  Cecil, the turtle that had been my pet since college, who’d been turned over to our best friend and her children for tending.

“Will it be ok if we don’t?”

I looked along the yacht’s hull, watching the wave split before us.  Eyed the distance to the span of the bridge that would mark our return home when we passed beneath it.  Tears pricked at my eyes.  ”Yes,” I answered simply.  I knew sometime soon I’d ask Casey to move in with me.  To finally give up her tiny apartment whose only redemption was the inner courtyard with its pretty fountain.  To move out to the coast and sail with me as often as possible.

It was out on the boat that we’d found our balance.  Discovered our own silent language and spent night after night rocked to sleep in each other’s arms.  I almost didn’t want to go home.  Because it wouldn’t be home without her.

I looked at her, she looked at me, and we shared a smile.  ”Come home with me?” I didn’t mean to ask, but the words slipped out anyways.

“Yes.” She kissed me.  I wanted to take her below and make love to her one more time.  But I would wait.  I’d learned patience at sea.  And there would be time enough.  ”Yes,” she whispered against my lips as we parted and I returned my attention to our course.  With her head against my shoulder I felt full and empty and falling and flying.

And it all felt good.

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Weekend Writer :: W2 :: Encoded

The following is my offering for week 2 of The Weekend Writer.  I have to say I’ve been completely blown away by the variety and skill that has been exhibited by those that have taken up this challenge.  Please check the original post for the list of stories written against this week’s challenge.

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Encoded

The engine backfired as the truck twisted down the driveway, an cacophonic emphasis on what had been a quiet ending.  It had taken time, thirteen years and four months, for the bright light that had been their passionate love affair to deteriorate.  Samantha watched until the vehicle disappeared around the bend, know her eyes would never again set sight on the driver again.  It was strange, surreal in the way of a day spent staggering without sleep.

Of course, it’d been weeks since she’d slept, too.

The tiny cottage echoed.  Sun-shaded outlines revealed the voids once occupied by another’s memories.  There, the plaque with the captive shape of a trout in mid-leap; over there the odd shapes of railroad lanterns and conductor’s lights.  A memory of a well-practiced tease rippled across her consciousness; “They’re just flashlights, Jacob. . .”

“I’m going to have to do some bargain-hunting,” Sam announced to the living room, wincing as her voice pinged around the empty space, piecing her desperately gripped composure.  The house felt like a pregnant pause, a cartoon bubble waiting for the words to give it meaning. Blinking away moisture she walked with silent footsteps, finding her way to the tiny back room, little more than a closet, than had been her only sacred space for a decade.

There, memories shone like tiny beacons from random objects; little pilfered items that meant nothing to anyone but her.  The Scrabble tile, an “L”,  meticulously drilled and hug from a piece of smooth letter;  Laura.  The magnifying glass, minus its glass, just a brass ring and smooth wooden handle; a sunny day in a green, green field.  A scrap of fabric, iridescent; the water that slid over Laura’s smooth, golden flesh.  The arrow, homemade, carefully steamed shaft and knapped head; that one weekend of freedom and a chance meeting with a woman who haunted her still.

Sam reached into the back of the cabinet.  The beads of the abacus accepted her grip.  She carried it out into the living room and sat on the floor, staring at it.  How long had it held a promise; would it still be there?  She knew she would make the trip back along the creek in the morning, follow the narrow path to her favorite tree.  Beneath it in a carefully sealed box a letter hid; secreted away against prying eyes.  But the phone number she’d saved here, on this abacus.  Her fingers sought the notches, moving the beads into position.

The sun slid down the sky; butter melting, smearing along the horizon.  Samantha waited, trying to weave her way through her own worries, knowing on the other side of her heart’s labyrinth a call would be made and an answer tendered.

 

The Weekend Writer :: My Offering :: Lessons Learned

The following is my offering in answer to my own Weekend Writer Challenge.  Check out the other stories offered at the bottom of the challenge post!

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It was all decided with the simple arrival of an envelope.  I stood at the end of my lane, listening to the chuckling of the brook around the bend as it slid beneath the old bridge, lost in the cascade of memories blurring my vision.  I knew, when I opened it, I’d be allowing my retreat to end.  I didn’t even stop to wonder how he’d found me.  I’d been a fool to think my former employer would let me go entirely.

On the hillside behind my house a flock of sheep shifted in some seemingly meaningless pattern.  Through the tears threatening to spill free that great green expanse looked like an split globe with emerald oceans and snowy landmasses.  I waved at the boy watching over them, ever amused by the vast disparity in my life.  As would the man who’d sent me the letter.  I wondered if he’d laugh if he knew my most frequent contact was with a boy, his three dogs and five dozen sheep.

No.  He’d just tell me it was a waste of my talent.  That I belong in the real world of power for which he’d equipped me, not crafting weathervanes and sundials in the back hills of a long forgotten island.

I sighed and pushed the door open.  My cat trilled at me and I cursed under my breath as I heard the trickle of water from the kitchen.  The damned faucet might well have been a fountain for how well the shutoffs operated.  It would wait, though.  It would have to.

You should leave John a note about it, a tiny voice, my conscience, warned.  I ignored it.

With motions careful and measured I pulled a box from beneath my bed.  The knife fit to my hand like a lover.  I clenched my jaw and fit the pommel into the catch on the lock and twisted.  The lid sighed open.  It took more restraint than I thought to resist the dull gleam of the pistol, the matched knives that would slide into sheaths in my boots and at my waist.

Have you ever wondered if an assassin could retire?

I’m here to tell you.

No.

Never.  They will never let you go.

I pulled the lightbox out and plugged it in.  The gas filled tube glowed to life, casting a sickly light that whispered of little green men and conspiracies up onto my face.  My stomach roiled.  I didn’t want to return.

But there was no choice.

I sliced the envelope open.  The pages within were photocopies of articles.  I’d examine them later, as I knew somewhere in them were essential details.  Words bloomed when I slide the first page atop the lightbox.

“All operatives recalled to base.  Approval Alpha Sierra Tango 567127.  Director Robert Lawson assassinated.  Proceed with caution.  Safe houses compromised, database stolen.”

I didn’t read further.  The few statements on the first page were enough to turn my blood to ice.

Peace is finite.  Lesson learned.


Prose :: #5MinuteFiction :: My Lesson

This was written in response to Leah Petersen’s #5MinuteFiction challenge.  The word prompt today was “experience”.

Snowflakes drifted, landing, soft cold kisses, on my skin. With my eyes closed I felt each impact, blind to the beauty of this perfect winter’s day.

“Let go, darling.” The voice in my ear held an undercurrent of laughter that echoed the peals of joy dancing through the air. “It’s time.”

I looked back, watched the car pulling down the driveway. “I never thought it would happen,” I whispered, a shiver racing down my spine.

“I know,” she whispered, fingers twining with mine.

“Mom! Come play!”

With a deep breath I let go of the history boxed up and driving away without a backwards glance. I turned and smiled at my daughter who waited, a sled under her arm.

“I’m coming, sweetie,” I replied. Finally accepting the lesson of experience and living the day that waited.